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Colour Blind

by Atakarma

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1.
Take It Back 03:51
We all have some reflection time but now I’ve taken far too long. Now I’m disappointed with all that I’ve heard, you’re a receptacle. Get me out of your memory first. I had my time alone with you and now I can’t forget that most of my time I devoted to you, suspended in something untrue. Pretended that it was worth something, bargaining with my fortune. I can get out, I can get out, I’m finding out, You’re losing out. So come on now, that bitter day, got trapped in me and lost in you. Take it back! It’s all that I’ve ever done. Take it back! I’ll stay true to my word. Take it back! I’ve found a solution, just Take it back! And finally you can forget about us
2.
Colour Blind 02:46
Kids, I thought you would have grown up by now So what’s the idea behind this game? I will hide in the secret dimension You come uncover me when I’m ready There’s no forgiveness you can understand And now I’m going to patronise you Yes you’ve got an eye for conflict I’ve got an idea for your sanity: Let’s pretend to keep us together Saw you behind the business counter, We spoke of how we were much older, I can’t be bent into what you contort, Essentially I’ve discovered I’m everything you forgot Kids, I thought you would have grown up by now Your colours don’t blend so warm They’re so transparent with their shades of grey No, at least you don’t have to warm to me anymore
3.
Did it feel good when no one was watching? Does it feel good when I'm not there? I feel cheap when no one talks to me and I feel cheap when no one stares. She feels fine when the whole world falls apart: She feels okay when I'm not there. I feel down with no reason to be. I feel down before I go to sleep. I can't talk without my hard heels I can't talk with certainty I need someone to make this disappear I need someone to draw me away The whole world fits together (That's) so unlike your philosophy Just a little more time to discover you Before I reveal that I don't even care. Little intruder takes a seat Looks up at pictures on the wall Hands wrapped round something to keep him awake How I pity that kind of time I thought I was done looking through keyholes I've finished with the past so I invent our future Instead of passing my time I could have been yours I put some emphasis on, leaving that matter behind. And I'm leaving it behind.
4.
You didn't look for me, I didn't ask for you, coming through. Something changed with you, didn't change with me, it’s all you. Said I would not return, some things fell through, crash and burn. I found out what I missed, it was nothing at all, just an illusion. I can’t go on like this, not like this, with your hands tied. And I’ll say it again, because I’ll say it again. This means war and this means war In private hands, is it better than? This means war and this means war I’m balancing all that I can This means more and this means more of all the same for all the time This means war and this means war I can't complain, it's not my own. I forgot the haze that fell on me I’m tired but I don't complain any more I couldn't find the truth so I looked for you And I’m telling you I couldn't think it through. Is it better now in private hands?
5.
And, I 04:04
You made the right decision To go against the grain. You didn’t know what future meant So you did what you were told. Did I seem ungrateful? My confidence inflates. Push you out of the picture And you won’t come back in again. Could have kept a companion. I love it when you lift me up. Seems that’s the rarest thing, Now I don’t have to return. I feel so much older now, I’m beginning to get scared For the many times I’ve forgotten to recall Something that’s now never happened. And if someone there is watching Please come in And if someone there is listening Please join in And I wish I had said something And I wish I had said something Cause I cannot remember your face at all Symmetry that blinds my memory Your lies have become a currency – I have no choice, I am forced to trade. I ask and they say that they agree you were always not for me.
6.
And like that I am frozen wide awake I am dissolved in the memory of you But I’m static as if this couldn’t move You’re the only one of us who can get to know me Some things I like to remember Some things you like to forget But I’m so grateful For all that you know I’m more comfortable with my contribution Ever since I learnt how to ignore yours However I’m no longer cynical But progress is no longer guaranteed Put a marker around what I thought I owned A terrible thought just keeps gripping me I’m hopelessly pursuing a constant reassurance If I’m so comfortable, why can’t I accept that... Some things I like to remember Some things you like to forget But I’m so grateful For all that you regret. It's all the same since I last met you. Nothing's changed since I last met you. Nothing's changed.
7.
Your face entered my head last night I was surprised to see you come back to me I live in a place that never really moves There’s someone else now to obsess about The opportunity has truly gone There’s no time to split myself In halves I feel connected to you It’s a regret that it means more to me Who’s watching me now? Did I come into your head? I’ve risen above, but it is ascending I don’t need rescuing, I need understanding You are a crisis apparition I could never take it that far away From our common ground And it doesn’t help my isolation That you’re gone Some things I never expect to return.
8.
No wonder you can't write, you're not trapped by anything I've got an excuse to fight, but I've got everything Except a tendency to look back, it's over - can't you see? There's now a wall I'm trying to climb, intuition takes over me. If we examine a past occurrence, there's something to regret, A hidden emotion I never knew, puts me in my element If we examine a past notion, I, I never comprehend I pursued you so vacantly, never knew complacency. If I had got on that bus, I could have let you be If I found you in that park, we could have talked it over And I don't miss the sorrow, but we just felt guilty Thank you for building me to be, some fair judgement every time. Come with me into my secret dimension, it's nothing you haven't seen before. There's no time to waste, no freedom to expire anymore. Grab the memories, steal those flames, I don't think I could cherish. It's the end now, it's the last time, I keep forgetting that we never say goodbye. Turn it into some positivity I could not have known I cannot stop the loss from happening I just anticipate...
9.
I look at myself as if something’s changed. Clarity transcends my complexion. I have the upper hand when I’m in control. When I don’t respond it’s cause I’m not convinced. You have the upper hand when you’re in my place. You’re deceitful, at least I’m honest. This is back in my hands, I could reach out. My question remains, but time sells us short. Confront my new hope – you’re a possibility. Everything is manifest, so vividly for us to see I’ll give this to you, to see what you’ll do. If I were you, next time, I’d think of me. And I’m sorry but, I don’t think like you. It takes a heart of ice to see through. Your hand is played, I need to contemplate my next move but we stay the same. And I blame you.
10.
Slow Escape 05:32
We used to say just how we feel, But we don’t anymore, we just hide way Overall, I’m going to miss this place, I’m going to miss you, with some naivety but I’ve learned that there’s no one here, that’s good for me. You’re not for me. At least there’s foreboding before there’s sadness, a chemical gets lost in my bloodstream. At least there’s quiet before I disappear, I wanted to get lost in the woods, to not be found. Oh no but I can’t refuse. The days are dying but I’m yours til the end Although I’ve reached higher ground I still feel that there’s a past to defend I’m safe now, I’ve got all the keys. I can unlock any door I choose. I can see the bigger picture. But I’ll deny it to those who abuse. Move in, move out, no one ever is standing still I didn’t, forget, that’s not what I’m about I sign in, and sign out, … and there’s no way of knowing It’s too late, it’s too late, I’m leaving you and all this madness I’m missing, something. I found out, it’s so true, the way it doesn’t exist The truth lives, in our hands, and all our actions to date We’re missing, something, looking through the telescope It’s over, it’s over, but I’ll see you again. If it’s going to end, when’s it coming?

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Atakarma's latest album, "Colour Blind" is the product of half a year's worth of songwriting from the band.

"Colour Blind" builds upon the more upbeat feel of "Answer Back" (February 2011) with a richer sound, aided by female vocals from Cerys Mather.

We'd like to thank all those who have attended our gigs, listened to/downloaded our music, inspired us, helped us and given us confidence since 2005 - we wouldn't have the drive to generate, record and produce bodies of music such as this without you.

This album is dedicated to those with the warmest colours: a special "thank-you" to our respective families for all their patience and support. A big thank you to Kieran Toft (for completing our live sound as a 4-piece, his support and his creative input!), Toby Murray (for his support behind the scenes and on stage), Tom Roles (for his radio broadcasting of our music), Finlay Shakespeare (for his technical advice throughout Atakarma's existence, both in and out of being in the band). An additional thank-you to Slunk Monkey, Chip@the 2 Pigs, Alex Evans and our neighbours, amongst many others who we haven't mentioned!

Recorded July - September 2011.
Lyrics are available to read on each song's individual BandCamp page.

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released September 10, 2011

Lyrics by Leo Garbutt
Music by Atakarma
(see individual tracks for full credits and lyrics)

Vocals, Guitars, 12-String, Piano, Percussion, MIDI programming by Leo Garbutt
Rhythm and Lead Guitars by Gideon Olney
Bass Guitars and Saxophone by Elliot Roffe.

Mixed and mastered by Leo Garbutt
Engineered and produced by Atakarma

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Atakarma is an indie/alternative four-piece from the UK with a memorable mix of Strokes-esque riffs and Clash-like soul.

Lyrically, Atakarma aspires to deconstruct their listeners' personal struggles and resonate with their ambitions, acknowledged by Stephen Morris for the BBC: "there is something about the lyrics and the momentousness of the music that acts as a release".
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